Monday, January 3, 2011

30 weeks

i am now 30 weeks. brooklyn will be here in 10 weeks! crazy i know. not going to lie i am freaking out a little. mainly because we have nothing ready for her and the whole "our lease expires 5 days after my due date and we need to move" thing is stressing me out. plus the "i am a first year teacher and i need to plan an entire quarter that i have never taught for a sub and the great sub i thought i was going to have just got a job and i need to find a new sub" thing. and then there's the "i am bringing a child into the world and then not working and not getting paid for 5 months" thing. and the "oh yeah i am going to be a mom and i don't really know what the heck i am doing" thing. plus a lot of other "things".

luckily, i have an awesome husband that can keep me calm and get me to stop worrying too much. he is funny too so that helps. and we have an amazing and generous family. seriously both sides are awesome. and my friends are awesome too. and my happiness and excitement completely out weigh all the things i have to worry about.

so brooklyn, see you in 10 weeks! i can't wait!

i have a feeling 2011 is going to be a great year.

4 comments:

Afton LeSueur said...

I can't believe it is already almost time! I'm about halfway there (almost 15 week)! Brooklyn is going to be awesome. i can't wait to see her.

Jarvis ♥ Family said...

Yay! So excited to see pictures and hopefully meet her before she's big! They really do grow up fast! The things you have listed that you worry about, well all i have to say is the lord finds ways of making things work out, and he will sure do that for you! I believe that with my whole heart because of what we went through with Braiden, and have very little money, and with me not even working. Things will work out! You will be a great Mommy! Don't worry about not having a clue what you are doing, because 1st you're mommy instincts come the moment you look at that beautiful baby, and 2nd you have your sweet amazing mom and mother in law! and 3rd Kason is there to learn it all with you too! So you are not alone!!! Hold your head up girl! We sure love you guys!

Anonymous said...

woah. your life is crazy!! i can't wait to get together with you!! let me know when a good time for you is. love ya!!

rmreed said...

Don't worry - you'll be so enamored with Brooklyn there won't be time to worry about any "things". Every"thing" will be about Brooklyn! Yes, Kason you will be moving down a spot on the priority list! Can't wait to see Brooklyn in her 4th of July suit!